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Oh ya, BELLA SIBEI CHIO! ^^

no results. yeah, dad said no results. i'm lousy.
i'm fat and lousy. good for nothing.

Livej is so FUCKED UP. My scrapbook gallery got 2204 pictures, no wonder its full = I can't upload any goddamn pictures. Great, so I deleted all the pictures in my scrapbook thinking that all of them will still appear on livej. Now, *poof* all the pictures on my lj are gone. Livej, youre seriously fucked up ttm. Wlao, my past entries' pictures :( livej you this ccb. nb i love you still no point crying over a spilled milk. so yup, UPLOAD AGAIN LOR. knnnnnn sibei dulan

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i just ate a kinderjoy.
i can't expect anything, because i'm a lousy player

bitch only, hor? LOL


Jack wants to jio me out....... to play l4d2 HAHA


PARANORMAL ACTIVITY IS NOT SCARY HAHAHA NB LAST TEN MINS NICE NIAL CHUA TIO ONLY HAHAHAHA
chicken I spent ten bucks for that last ten mins LOL

Work was _. I got told off by one of the managers. Jitao sian ttm I can't do things right damn it i made the stupidest mistake RIGHT INFRONT of the stupid manager, manager mofo. oh yay yay i had frolick yesterday ^^ free cab home after work. Rahim's vulgarities non stop hits one LOL and i can't remember my colleagues' names HAHAHA

Haji lane w Kerrie today, my personal maid of the day (foc one hor). haji's kinda boring bugis like near so we went bugis street. its been 1234567891011121314 donkey years since i last went there, i feel so foreign HAHA i got conned by kerrie to makan donut tmd i didn't know its very fattening hmm okay my common sense sucks HAHA we got the whole world's time today so we went suntec to have cupwalker muahaha i'm bored of cupwalker already i only like the pudding. so we took the whole world's time to go sbc end up we late for juniors' match tmd HAHA juniors won and i saw LIM BEELIAN WAHAHA SHE GOT ME GOODIES ^^ AND I GOT HER CUPWALKER MUAHAH

yay i got new wallet sibei chio. some c_een_h fuckers are fucking retarded. i think should fine people who bring fishes and durians into the train, stink like zzz
wlao why i cannot slim down ah tmd fatty. and i didnt leave a mess in my room before going out today ^^ im sucha good girl :D

if i could, i would like to kill all skinny girls who complained they're fat.
i want to lose weight but i keep eating -.-
don't me i'm not fat, i'm fat. when i'm skinny, i know. i know when to stop complaining "I'm fat"
i myself need to feel good. sigh. 45kg - that's when I'm skinny.

My livej is gna be SO boring cause I still can't upload any pretty pictures of me hehe kidding.
I didn't take any pictures actually hehehe

My arms are aching so badly after working yesterday. I worked so hard and sacrificed my sleep I get $50 :(
Money so difficult to earn :( Reached home at 445am, I'm famished. I love my mummy, she fried my favour dk-what's-that-called-thing. hehe Lubz! ^^ After eating I got washed up and went to bed.

Meet up w Xq, Grace, Darry, Lam& Sam yesterday ^^ Slacked around cause KTV is not opened yet, all our teachers were playing bowling LOL went off at 3 to meet J.

Yesterday I'm like, sigh why training so early, 330pm leh... How I hope its at 5.
This morning I received a message from Jiahui and YAY TRAINING POSTPONED TO 5PM WAHHAAH HAPPY LIKE BIRD.
Continued sleeping ^^ Training later, I'm rusty already :(
Hope Jss win Hawks :) I'm too lazy to go down to sbc to support them.
TMD I SAW ONE SIBEI CHIO PINK RAZER MOUSE @CYBERACTIVE(?). It's $75 :(
Why nobody dare to watch Paranormal Activity? :( WHY YOU ALL SO HAMCHEESE ONE! >:(

I wna have stick like legs :>
I wna have stick like arms :>
I wna be 165cm tall :>

Nb but I can't :(

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KERRIE CHAN JUST TEXTED ME THAT SHE HEARD THAT THE FEMALE AND MALE LEAD DIED AFTER FLIMING PARANORMAL ACTIVITY! SHINGZ EEEEEEEERRRRRRRIIEEEEEEEE
OKAY NOW I'M A HAMCHEESE KIA I DON'T DARE TO WATCH. it feels like the movie's cursed :/

I STILL CAN'T UPLOAD PICTURES :(

flavoured yogurt w fruity pebbles ^^

Town w my dearest girl today, caught 2012 and we had Frolick muahahah I'm still a mountain tortoise (throw face).
2012 is friggin' nice, must watch. I was crying when I see those people die gawdz. what if the world is really coming to an end in 2012 and those stupid govt lie to us that everything will be fine zzz they definitely won't save me cause i'm not a famous person who can contribute to the society. Okay this is stupid, i'll rob LV and die w it. Hehe i wna die w my family. (L)



click me for pictures! ^^


I wna be skinny and tall.
I need a new camera i need more clothes :(
I feel like extending my hair because it's so short.
I'm fat and short damn it my life is so tragic.