When there is love, there is pain.

if i could, i would like to kill all skinny girls who complained they're fat.
i want to lose weight but i keep eating -.-
don't me i'm not fat, i'm fat. when i'm skinny, i know. i know when to stop complaining "I'm fat"
i myself need to feel good. sigh. 45kg - that's when I'm skinny.

My livej is gna be SO boring cause I still can't upload any pretty pictures of me hehe kidding.
I didn't take any pictures actually hehehe

My arms are aching so badly after working yesterday. I worked so hard and sacrificed my sleep I get $50 :(
Money so difficult to earn :( Reached home at 445am, I'm famished. I love my mummy, she fried my favour dk-what's-that-called-thing. hehe Lubz! ^^ After eating I got washed up and went to bed.

Meet up w Xq, Grace, Darry, Lam& Sam yesterday ^^ Slacked around cause KTV is not opened yet, all our teachers were playing bowling LOL went off at 3 to meet J.

Yesterday I'm like, sigh why training so early, 330pm leh... How I hope its at 5.
This morning I received a message from Jiahui and YAY TRAINING POSTPONED TO 5PM WAHHAAH HAPPY LIKE BIRD.
Continued sleeping ^^ Training later, I'm rusty already :(
Hope Jss win Hawks :) I'm too lazy to go down to sbc to support them.
TMD I SAW ONE SIBEI CHIO PINK RAZER MOUSE @CYBERACTIVE(?). It's $75 :(
Why nobody dare to watch Paranormal Activity? :( WHY YOU ALL SO HAMCHEESE ONE! >:(

I wna have stick like legs :>
I wna have stick like arms :>
I wna be 165cm tall :>

Nb but I can't :(

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KERRIE CHAN JUST TEXTED ME THAT SHE HEARD THAT THE FEMALE AND MALE LEAD DIED AFTER FLIMING PARANORMAL ACTIVITY! SHINGZ EEEEEEEERRRRRRRIIEEEEEEEE
OKAY NOW I'M A HAMCHEESE KIA I DON'T DARE TO WATCH. it feels like the movie's cursed :/

I STILL CAN'T UPLOAD PICTURES :(

flavoured yogurt w fruity pebbles ^^

Town w my dearest girl today, caught 2012 and we had Frolick muahahah I'm still a mountain tortoise (throw face).
2012 is friggin' nice, must watch. I was crying when I see those people die gawdz. what if the world is really coming to an end in 2012 and those stupid govt lie to us that everything will be fine zzz they definitely won't save me cause i'm not a famous person who can contribute to the society. Okay this is stupid, i'll rob LV and die w it. Hehe i wna die w my family. (L)



click me for pictures! ^^


I wna be skinny and tall.
I need a new camera i need more clothes :(
I feel like extending my hair because it's so short.
I'm fat and short damn it my life is so tragic.

Cheebye livej doesn't wna let me upload pictures, oh well forget it.

Happy birthday Kels! :)



I DROPPED MY HANDPHONE ON THE MRT TRACK YSTD!


Hengshit it's only afew scratches. but heartpain heartpain, i used to be in like tiptop condition :(

Zirca wasn't that high booo I thought it was gna be really fun HAHA
EH I DIDN'T SNEAK IN HOR LOL. Made alot new friends ^^
ALVIN IS CUTE HAHAHA HALF KOREAN OMG


Pictures HERE.


Please don't laugh at my fats :(


Went to Poo @OCC w Xq, Bear, Jack, Zejian& Jinping. I keep losing and the white ball... keep going into the hole. HAHA Nvm, LAST GAME I WIN JINPING K NOT TYCO UH.

Me: Must be an occ member then can go occ swim isit?
Xq: Ya (blablablal)
Me: Wlao then like that I cannot go there swim leh :(
Xq: THOUGHT YOUR FATHER ALWAYS PLAY GOLF AT OCC?!
Me: EH YA HOR!!!!
Xq: WLAO EH TALK TO YOU WILL PEKCEK ONE LEH! Your father always play golf here you don't know! I know all your family background already!
(laughs laughs laughs)

wliewz forget kenot ijit! LOL. Headed to AMK Hub to get the bits& pieces personalized necklace took bought it for me as my birthday pressie. THANKYOU SO MUCH TOOKIE I LUBZ IT ALOT! ^^ Please takecaare when youre in Thai k! HAPPY SHOPPING TOOK! ^^ <3

Bumped into Flo, went home tgt ^^ So long since I last saw her hmm she's fair.

Tell me about yourself.
I am Yahui.
I'm from Yishuntown currently waiting for my N's results.
My cca is basketball.
I like sentosa.

WHAT THE FUCK PLEASE.
And Bad Romance by Lady Gaga is very addictive hehe

Happy birthday Cheng Xing Hui! :)
I owe you your present :) Treat you dinner k! :)


The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,


Town w Biru& Xhm. Hoho I'm a direction idiot hiakhiak I got lost in town on my way to far east. (Just laugh only)
Ion > Wheellock > Heeren > Cine > Sunplaza (rent cd: Hannah Montana& Up) > Home > Watch cds.

Yay I bought 1 jeans today w Biru ^^ I bought 2 pairs of flip flops. Blue& Yellow ^^ Initially wanted to get the one w metal bar cause my flipflop that has the metal bar got no friction and one of the metalbar broke :( BUT I chose to buy those normal kind hehe.. I rich hor.. Bought two pairs hor... Nah just kidding :) There's sales I bought 2 pairs for $39.90 wahaha quick go buy! :) I got alot of those cards and I distributed it to.. those who met me recently? HAHA Can't remember. But sad thing is sales doesn't include those w metalbar :( I should have bought one pair for my bro(xue te). Now I don't know which one to wear because all three are damn chio woohoo Biru and Xhm said I spend money very fast :( Omg I wna have one more jeans. Gna claim $50 from mummy hehe I wna work! Need more money to spend. I need more clothes :(

I WANT A NEW WALLET!
AND I HAD FROLICKS FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY HEHE SO SUAKU HAHAHA

Buaiz.

CLICK CLICK FOR EENI'S BDAY PEEKAZ ^^



makan > watch match > juniors won ^^ > watch match > makan > home.
saw 2 makan? i'm like.... EATING REALLY ALOT!
NEED.TO.LOSE.WEIGHT. SUPER BAD MOOD TMD
I wna lose weight so badly but.. sigh. wna lose 5kg :(

GO SUCKBALLS KNN I'M SO ANGRY... at nobody
i just kicked the sofa just because i'm too piss off at nothing and nobody.
fuck

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STOP TELLING ME I'M FAT I KNOW I'M FAT! MY CLASSMATES MADE ME CRIED :(
HOW MEAN. FML THANKYOU SUBA, THANKYOU AHMAD.
NOW I FEEL WORSE. FUCK I'LL STOP EATING FML TTM CCB
DO YOU THINK I'M FUCKING KIDDING THAT THEY REALLY MADE MY DAY WORSE?
KNN I'M A FATTY LA SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP I KNOW I'M A FATTY.
THANKYOU FIK FOR TELLING ME THAT I'M SEXY TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER BUT THE FACT IS IM A FUCKING FATTY.

click here for pictures! :)

my entries are damn wordy i like hehe
my headache is killing me hoho i don't feel like doing anything.
i am window blogshopping HAHA can see cannot buy nb!


i was late for trg today im guilty about it i cant wake up damn it and i'm in a very foul mood. played games and stuffs yupyup i've got a mean potato coach >:( she so mean canxzxzxzx she asked why my face so black today haha i have no idea either.
i'm kinda into the mac monopoly thing now woohoo k i wna watch paranormal activity hiakhiakhiak looks cool k i am so dulan because i can't play tnet cup. damn it damn it damn it it's u13 tmd tmd tmd so.. I GOT NOTHING TO PLAY!! :( just cui only. WHY UNITY WANT TO CANCEL UNITY CUP! :( tmd ytss so rich why dont have ytss cup. menses quick come quick go cause i really hate mood swings. b&j's choco fudge brownie and strawberry cheesecake please. i've been eating REALLY ALOT and i just gained another kg how depressing ugh fuck it. i'm so lazy to do defence why am i so lazy damn it ugh jrs match tmr jiayou :) i have dark eye rings i'm going to nap now bye
hehe me want polaroids $100+ :( shall beg mummy to get it for me hehe
- okay mission failed sometimes begging and crying doesn't work HAHA nah i didn't cry.
okay look at the bright side, i'll just use the money to buy clothes hehehe

I miss Meilian Jiaolian :(
Potato reminds me of her because she's very monotone.
Having outdoor trainings(raining) reminds me of her because we yu zhong lang man before hoping our bad luck will go away(haha) and her boyfriends are still there. :)
Running those suisides reminds me of her too. :x
Hope I can see Meilian tomorrow it's been months since I last saw her ^^ Miss her ttm :)